hate that i love u

I've told u way before hand that my love for you will eventually become hatred, if you force me to hate you. As days goes by, my love for you are sometimes strong and sometimes fades without me realising it. what exactly do you want from me? or expect from me?

whenever fights erupt, it will all be my fault, i'm to blame for these and that. these are your favourite lines : "eh kau kurang ajar eh?!!", "ungkit la,ungkit la kau?!!" well in actual fact kau yg ajar aku jadi kurang ajar n kau yang slalu ungkit and cume aku tk pena nk ckp. U will hurt me badly... real bad.. till i can just lay motionless doing nothing for hours. u will just solve the fights by apologising....as easy as that. But if it is my fault,u drag about it, mention it for countless times and then accept my apology.

At times i ask myself y do i hold on 2 this relationship? i guess i knw the ans, i still love u so much that i can't imagine my life without u 4 a second. Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why..

Right now... my feelings 4 u changed due to the the recent fights. i dun believe that you ask for breakup that easily without thinking about my feelings at all. And a day later, u tell me that u dun mean it n wants me back..Honestly,i thought enuf is enuf. But looking at your face declaring to u i wanna separate ways, breaks my heart to pieces. I can't bring myself to say all those words to you. And i'm confused now,do i patch with you out of pity? or do i still love you?

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

Hate how much i love u.....

depregang...