depressi : PREGNANT

my mum and i went to woodlands causeway point to have lunch together before i went off for work. so i wear this leggins and my so called pregnant top. i ate quite a lot and part of my tummy is bulging. but i can admit its only one layer. haha. i bring a long a big bag that contain all my werk clothing n stuff. i also actually bought to munchy donut so that i can ate it at werk later. we then took the train towards jurong east interchange and we went our separate way. my mum to boon lay and i went towards pasir ris. i actually was already at the last cabin. so wen the train arrived i walk in and there is no more availale seat. so i stand in front of this apek with my MP3 in my ear and this plastic donut on my left hand and reading storybooks on my another hand. ( a lot of abang2 hensem i cannot take it) so i gotta act cool and read story book since a some of those mamats are giving me those one glance. haha. i'm a bitch. shut up. den out of sudden this apek right in front of me he actually stand up and offer me the seats coz hes been staring at my tummy for so loooong! godamn it i was like wat the hell is wrong wit u!!! i'm not pregnant! but all i did was shook my head, smile and continue reading. and this time every one was looking at me. fuck. fuck.fuck.fuck. i felt that this is the longest journey from jurong to tiong bahru. weellll........what can i say....

i dunno why i have this strong mother fucker feeling that our dear depregum is having a big problem and sumhow i can feel that shes depressed and feeling very2 down and sad. if i'm right depregum,be strong aite....

i hate this huge damn round bisul at my armpit! saket la bodo,stop growing can??

lots of bisool and pregnity.... depressi...