SOS.

im on the verge of breaking down. im mentally exhausted. but still standing strong.

my prayers

i'm feeling down to the drain. i really don't want to end this relationship. i love him too much. god give me strength to face this obstacle.

chicken nathan

he did let me jam. but he wasn't too happy about. but im sure he'll learn to accept my hobby soon. it'll take time. haiz. we'll soon talk it out again. girls, like finally, i'm starting to sing soon. i was quite happy and somehow relieved. but at the same time , still worried about him. i just let him calm down and pull himself together back again. hope he'll recover soon.

help me

i'm feeling down. i really wanted to sing. why can't he understand. i just want to sing for fun. it's my hobby. it's my passion. like him. being a kickboxer. that's his passion. and i allowed him. he prefers me to sing in some expansive studio whereby they'll provide proper equipments and also someone who can correct my vocals. but i'm just doing it as my hobby. i don't want to be a professional singer. i just miss singing in a band. and not karaoke or whatsoever. i miss performing. guys. help me. i really want to give up singing. i'm just doing him a favour. sometimes i feel that i'm being controlled by whatever i want to do. previously, i understand why he didn't really wants me to go for that theater dancing thingy. its because the schedule it very tight. and i really understand what he meant. but this jamming thing is only once a week and he forbids me from it. he said he can only allow me to jam once a month or in 2 months. but who am i going to jam with?
btw, i told the band manager that i don't want to be their vocalist due to time constrain. well, at the same time, i want to do this small favour for him. but i dont feel that i'm doing it sincerely. slayers, enlighten me please.

Oh My Fucking Shit!

I Nearly had sex! I need to meet all of you guys! NOW! I'm lost in this world!

Deprelash

sorry its me again!! nabey.

Im sorry but yah its none other than
me, Deprechin.

i can't help but to blog about something

rather sad.

And so,

for the past 15mins or so, i have been browsing through

SHit Slayers photo album.

From school days, outings and yada2.

And i just can't help smiling like a mofo looking at them.

it brings back memories. mostly, funnybone.

Isn't it funny, how time passed so fast like my father's fart?

and to think that we can no longer turn back time.

i so can remember the days we bitch in the canteen

and laugh like hyena

and record deprelace stupid nonsense. hehe.

i know i've been saying this again and again.

repeating the same old shits.

but then again,

i just feel sad.

why do all good things come to an end?

a friend once told me,

its good that good things come to an end

so that better things will come later.

life is all about adventure and learning.

hmmmm, come to think of it,

he make sense lor.

BUT STILL!!

sometimes i just wish that all 5 of us can go back to ITE

in the same class, ISP,

and have all the fun and joy in the world.

too bad. i could only wish.

tsk.

sad isn't it!!! gawded!

i wanna killmyself.

Fucking Cheeseballs.

Sorry for the random title. Had nothing in mind.

HELLO SLAYERS!!!!

GOSH! I miss all of you like crazy!

Well, lets just have an update on my life.

I am still studying in poly. Which means my life right now practically sucks like a sour rotten egg.

I am still the eldest in my family. Which means i have the responsibilty of two monkeys who don't co operate.

My parents are still divorced...So the family fueds still exist.

I'm still indian, which means i still hate more than half of the chinese. Racist, i know...but the truth.

I am still single....which means i have the feeling of love deprivation with me all the time.

That's the current situation i am in right now.

Why can't i find love? Why is it so hard?

I am more than convinced now that it is not about my size, cause i see even bigger mother fuckers having good looking guys.

So what the hell is wrong with me? Am i not a nice girl to be with?

Hell! I don't know what to say anymore.

I can continue with life knowing i have 5 friends who love me. That's all i need.

Love you Slayers.

Signing off, Deprelash.

ouh wells.

Greetings faggots of the earth!

OMFG. i know its been decades

this blog has been left without a new entry.

i must say, its getting a little rusty and dusty.

what can i say?

we ,Slayers are a little busy.

since im kind, nice, sweet cute and well,

cute sweet and nice

and expect the list to go on,

i shall update!

So where the hell we have been?

and no, we've not been cleaning ur mom's fatass.

in fact we've been punching ur father's balls.

nah. thats gross ,hoolios!

hmm, okay i shall give u all a brief update of each slayers.

and of course, i shall start with the leader.

that is, Deprelash.

Well she has been a good and busy slayer.

always helping the education by giving out juicy

brain cells. basically, shes busy schooling.

and she has been facing with too many shitties in the world.

like too many!

so,if u think the world is small, kick ur own titties yo.

not to worry and be depressed dearest.

remember that WE, the SLAYERS are always here for u.

its okay to be sad but keep in mind that,

life is too short than someone's dick.

so be happy even if ure not. this is lame. but who the hell cares.

Next is Depregang.

this Slayer has been happy i guess.

i think life is starting to be kind to her.

well this is just a guess from what i've heard since the last time

we met. and im seriously very happy for you.

i hope life will get even better and may u succeed in life.

and did i mentioned that shes getting prettier?

oh man. shes so pretty that i feel like kicking my own face.

well, just be happy my dearest Depregang!

Next is of course our sweetest,

Depreniece

Shes been busy with some mediacorp stuff.

if u think im exageratting, well,

in life, its okay to exagerate once in a while.

because! its a key towards happiness.

if u dont understand, slap ur nose dudes.

and shes also facing with some shitties in life. but its okay

because she got me and i got u.

in other words, we're lesbian partners.

chuckles*

Next is our disgusting mofo.

well u got it right.

deprelace!!

shes happy. very happy indeed

with the love of her life. chuckles part II*

its great to see her like that u know.

and like me, shes been selling anggur.

its nothing wrong really. its still mencari rezeki.

hehoha.

In conclusion, everyone is busy with own life now.

for those who are happy,

i can't be any happier u know.

i dont care if my life is even shittier than my niece's poo.

as long as my friends are leading a happy life.

i know man..

u cant find this kinda sweet little friend in this world anymore.

well, what can i say.

chuckles part III*

i miss my slayers.

i love my slayers

friends till eternity.

wait, friends till our titties turns to brows.

yeah. thats better.

with greatest love on mars,

Deprechin!

sumpah gelek-gelek

i fucken miss our depression party as well.but i am at least glad that i get to meet Depreniece and Deprechin and not forgetting you,Deprelash.even though we only get to talk for a few minutes,i am very happy. really, really miss you all slayers.now that i've met 3 of the slayers,i hope to meet the last one.and yes, it's you Depregang.i miss you terribly.i hope that you're doing fine.please do update each other alright.hugs.

well thanks Deprelash for your advise.now i'm not deciding anything just yet.i just let things flow.my relationship with L is getting way better each day but i am certainly not hoping.i'm afraid to get hurt so i've decided to be this way.
as for me and ah beng,well he's a nice person to be with.but still,i don't think i've known him that well yet.frankly speaking,i shall say,'let nature takes it's course'.i want to take things slow.i hope i'm doing the right thing.do give your views Deprelash or any of you slayers.much appreciated.

alright that's all for now.good day!

Lots of disco balls and kooshkins,
Deprelace.i am a shemale.

screw nutballs with cheese.

Hello beloved slayers.
hope everyone is doing fine.
it seems to me that everyone
is getting a little depressed.
i missed our depression parties.


im so lazy to go work tomorrow.
just because im super duper tired.
school's like shit
and lifes getting shittier.
how i wish
i can just dissapear to some
other country and rot there.


i feel like im lost.
and suffocating.
i feel like throwing everything away
i feel like giving up everything
i feel like shouting to the world
"KNNCBBBBBBB!!"
I just felt the need
to shut up and die.


crappy feeling.
deprechin. =)

Coming home.

Its been a while since i blogged. So many things are going on in my life right now. From entering Poly, to realising that my family is in serious financial trouble to having love online to not being able to make friends in school to everything else. I don't know when i will reach my breaking point.But as of right now, i will go with whatever fate hands put to me.

School is good. I love the environment there. You feel as if you really can achieve wonders when you walk down the hallway or down the lecture theatres. The lecturers there are great too. They are so interested in your well-being. They want to see you succeed. Which is a good thing.

The only problem with Poly life is that its quite independant. Everything you have to do on your own. Making friends is the hardest for me i guess. My classmates are all chinese. No malays. No indians. I am the only non-chinese there. I'm not having a problem with that, but i'm not used to it. Plus, all of them in class have made their own clicks...and i don't think they will accept me in their clicks so easily. Nevertheless, i am not giving up. Its a challenge i intend to win. Haha.

When it comes to the love department, lets just say, i have met someone. But i don't want to talk about it. I find that each time i talk about it....it doesn't last. So, until everything is finalized and settled, i'll tell you all all about it. For sure.

As for my ShitSlayers, i know its a hard time in all your lives. But hang in there. We're a bunch of strong women. We can handle this. We can. I know we can.

To Deprechin,

I have read your post, "SiGH", and did sigh in real life. He is a jerk. But all i can say is, wait, and see what happens. Feelings fade, but feelings can come back too. So, just wait and see.

To Depregang,

I don't know what's happening in your life right now. We hardly sms. Never call each other. I am busy with school and all, and i guess you are busy too. Keep me updated with your police thing. I wish you every success in that. I want the policewomen in Singapore to be pretty...so you should get it. Haha.

To Depreneice,

I miss you. And guess what, when i saw you at Guardian, you hugged me! You actually hugged me. I told you one day i would hug you. You see. Hahaha. I want to wish you all the best in your life. You did not make it into poly, but that's not the end for you. You're a warrior! So fight on ok. Try everything right to succeed in life. Never think you will never make it, because i know one day you will. All the best.

To Deprelace,

Somehow, i miss touching your breasts. Haha. I have to give you the same advice as i gave Depreneice, but for you, there is additional advice. Don't be so fickle in your life. Make decisions with both your heart and mind. Certain decisions will hurt like hell...but if you have to do it, you have to do it. Remember, certain decisions don't only include yourself. It can also affect those around you. Having said that, make sure at the end of the day, you are happy. For us to function properly, we have to be happy. Decide to keep things or people that make you happy, and decide to throw away things or people who just upset or confuse you.

Gosh, this is a long entry. Hahaha. Take care all of you. I miss you all like crazy. Meet up soon alright. As usual, you guys do the planning, then inform me. Love ya'll. Bye.

Lots of Love,

Deprelash

message.

slayers, go to posts.

ive written a draft called "sigh".

just click on it.

i dont wish to publish it.

dont want people to see.

read when ure free k.

hugs.

deprechin

kanina busuk

Hello Slayers,

its been a long freagging time i musst say.

first of all,

i would like to say

i miss all of u like crazy.

i miss our crazy times together,

bitching,

gossiping,

crapping,

skipping classes,

flirting,

patting,

masturbating,

ya whatever.

what i really want the most for now is

to turn back time

seriously.

Depregang. ako msg ko.

tak reply pon. sedih hambe.

k lah da lupe ako ar sekarang.

hati aku berkecamok sia.

macam paham. huahua.

of all the slayers, the one that i never see since finish school,

is you. thanks eh. wonder how are u. haiz.

so moving on.

im going to complain my ass off now.

i hate school.

i HATE SCHOOL

LIKE SERIOUSLY HATE.

my everyday life is getting shitty as ever.

i dont know why everything is so messy right now.

im lost like kutu cari babi.

i dont know how the hecker to explain my situation right now.

shitty. i know.

well aniways,

im qutting my job.

i cant bare listening to my parents

nagging and screaming and whatver shits everyday.

its killing me,my ear and heart. (abit of nose)

argh. pain so pain painful.

im enduring everything

im being super patient

im living on the support and encouragement of u guys.

if only i can fast forward my time.

k wait i want to side track.

my class got this cuteguys la sia.

alamak cam abang2 dan cute.

tkle carry. but i dunno how to talk to him.

im shy like lembu sia.

but yang penting i got his msn. wooo wooow ooo!!

at least something to look forward to everyday uh.

im a bitch,

so? havent we established that fact?

im off to do my journal.

suck ass and munch ur nipples,

Deprechin.

Dhilma Teabag's Dilemma

i am fucking perplexed.i thought going to Cambodia would make things better.but it got worst.i came back with extra problems.it was totally unexpected!lee and i talked things out and yeah, we're friends now.close friends.but the way he messages me everyday doesn't seem to be like as if we're friends!it's like he asked me where am i,whether im home yet or to text him before i go to sleep.which idiot friend would do that?even me and pussyface don't message each other that way?!urgh.i met another someone in cambodia.we went to cambodia together.as in,he's a singaporean.duh.he's a cute ah beng i can say.we were friends in the beginning.he started calling me 'girlfriend' in a joking manner.but as days passed by,it suddenly became serious.he really, really took care of me.and i somehow felt like he's really my boyfriend.we sat together in the bus and we pretty much enjoyed ourselves in all busrides that we had.haiz.when we're back in singapore he gave me a tight hug and a peck on my forehead saying that he'll text me later.and he texted me saying that he really likes me.i won't deny that i don't have any feelings for him.in fact, i like him too(aww).okay shut the hell up.and now he's waiting for my answer.i can just say yes anytime but now since yesterday after chatting happily on the phone with lee,i have mixed feelings.how am i going to tell him about ah beng?im afraid that he'll stop messaging me and we're not going to be close anymore.my relationship with him seems to get even better now since we talked things out 2 days ago.haiz..friends keep on telling me to follow my heart.and my heart says don't make any rash decisions yet and wait what will happen later.am i still waiting for lee?or what?i am so fickle lah.fuck the fee.and i fucking miss my beloved slayers.oh god tears streaming down already.i better go before i start my drama mama.

lots of confusions and rojak mama,
Deprelace.i am a shemale.

Horny baby.

I don't know why. But i've been getting horny lately. This picture can explain it all. Enjoy.

With lots of sexual tension,

Deprelash

Hehoo

SAP!!

AWW depregang.. that is like the sweetest thing yo

thank you so much for the encouragement and yada2.

appreciate it gile babi sak gua. i feel so touched like crazy.

i know u understand me so well when it comes to

my relationship. and and and and guess what slayers?!?

Im back to normal with him.

things are getting better. (ithink)

i had a long talk with him

i even make stupid decisions

but guess its all worth it

cos now we love each other more.

because we both know we need each other

cos hes my only WAN.

and thats all that matters. chey. siape kate di sebalik idung maha besar ni,

aku tak sweet?

relationship aside.

just now went to meet Deprelace.

then off to jamming.

i go through all the trouble of listening to mama's naggings

and dad's cold stare just to see Minerva jamming.

Like..omg be honoured or something. diam bodoh.

so yeah i had funnn and

siallah deprelace! that abang so cute with janggut

i melt like crazy wawa. diam bodoh.

its been sucha longggg time since i went to see them jamming.

NICE.

and then love(ehem) send me ..

no.. not home folks

but just to the mrt platform. which is so nice of him

although hes tired and sick

plus he has to carry the guitar and also beg bom.

then i reach home around 1220.

and my parents never talk to me.

SYABAS!!

tomorrow till sunday im off to JB.

i got some serious matter to handle.

like fucking serious. no, not even abang sallymat's case

can challenge my seriousness. so yeah i will miss the chance to

say sayonara to deprelace and depreniece.

haiz. i hope u guys have a great time there.

please take care of each other k? esp deprelace.

im so going to miss both of u like crazy sia.

semoga selamat pergi dan kembali.

sayang korang to the max. ingat tu.

i have alot more to say but then neh-mind.

please take care slayers.

im missing my dearest ear toucher.

hakhakhak!

hope ure doing ever so fine babe.

last but not least, stay safe and sexy slayers.

P/S i love all of u!

Deprechin. =)

dear shitslayers...

im sorry fer not able to make it today's meeting...im sure u guys have fun this evening. we'll...we r sure to meet up some other time again..

deprechin....hang in there rite...dun let him handle tis relationship alone as in if he wants tis silence to prolong and u go ahead with it. NO way man! its not gonna work out that way. Talk to him gather enuf courage to tell him that u r not happy with tis even if u r comfortable with tis silence already...wen deep down i knw u love him so much..so,so much...you have to do something! u have to gerl...really... and if u have talk tings out with him,juz gotta be strong even if it works out or not....coz at least we knw u have try your very best... Figure out what you need to do to feel a little more in control and then hold your nose and jump into the pool. we will hold your hand as best as we can to lead u aite. if he were to walk out on u..that it...hes the dumbest guy i knw,n u r the best gerl in the world...so,hes at lost...

btw slayers,i miss u guys super duper much! love u! n ya...depreniece please take good care of our dear little shemale once oversea she might get lost.. Im scared people will korban her due to lack of meat resources in that country.. heee! take care the both of u aite....

with lots of love hurts...
depregang

ha ha ha ha .what?i laughed?oh.okay.

we might as well be strangers.

deprelace.im a shemale.

sobsobe wassssabeh

he's flying off to perth in a few hour's time.going for a week.and im starting to feel a little bit sad after i met him.aiyoyoyo apa ama dey.
time to study lah now.shit lah.should not think about all this.

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS SLAYERS.

Finally, i come calling.

Looks like i am the last to blog. Its been a loong loooong looooong time since i've entered to the ShitSlayers blog. I must say, i have been busy with lotsa stuff. Family, School, Personal Life. Gosh. There's so much for a girl like me to do. Damn.

Anyway, i must highlight, that our ShitSlayers Valentine's Day which was on the 15th of Feb, (Should we make it our official date, for us, to celebrate valentines?) was a wonderful day in the year 2008. We all planned to surprise Depregang, cause we did not get a chance to celebrate her birthday. This was how the planning went.

Depreniece and Deprechin were assigned to purchase the "Cake" which in this case, was Mango Struddle. They also purchased doughnuts from MUNCHY DOUGHNUTS. Just, F.Y.I, these savoury treats were fucking awesome. Moving on....

Deprelash, which is myself had to bring Depregang to Vivocity, which was the location the sabotage was to take place. So, i, being a drama queen since birth, was skillfully masking my emotions. I told Depregang that i still had presents to buy. I told her that the rest of the girls would be late. And she believed me. =) Moving on.....

Deprelace, well....what did she do....i don't know....her duty was to come i guess. haha.

*being mean*

ANYWAY. The day was faboulous. Took loads of photos. We didn't get to see many eye candy, but i guess, we were more worried about ourselves. It was ShitSlayers Valentines Day for goodness sakes. WE had to care for OURSELVES.

Oh Yah! I'm such a forgetful bitch. I forgot the most important part. OUR PRESENTS.

Which reminds me of another little fact. I still havent bought Depreniece and Deprechin their presents. OK. Rest assured, i'm going to buy them A.S.A.P.

Alright. I got a wonderful bundle of chocolates from Deprechin. The chocolates ranged from delicacies like DOVE, FERRERO ROCHE and many others. Really sweet. I loved all of it.

The next one. I got a chocolate from Deprelace too. Not sure what the name of the chocolate is, but i can tell you one thing for certain. It was scrumptous. Really. Thanks baby.

Last but not least. I must say, my most favourite gift of all. A friendship band from Depreneice. It was marvellous. I loved it. It was a red, brown and black band. I just don't even know how to express my gratitude. She knew i loved black and red. I am truly grateful. This band will be with me, till the time i can't wear a band anymore.

That day, 15 February 2008, was indeed a day, where an unbreakable bond was formed. A bond that is binded with a band of unbreakable friendship.

Take care my ShitSlayers sisters. I'll see you in school tomorrow. =)

With Lots of Sentiments,

Deprelash

Greeny appleng

Stop it sia.
Tak perlu sia ketawe like that.
fucking irritating sia.
sial la. at that moment eh,
i just feel like taking my Jack Parcell marvellous shoe
and throw at her makcik face sia.
i can imagine ur maha bulat specs pecah seribu.
da lahhh tkmo kurang ajar.( a voice inside me says)
but what the heck, i cannot take it sia.( i say)


Starting from today, i will only drink two kind of drinks.
that is, mineral water or Green apple juice.
WHy green apple? well, i heard that u can lose weight
drinking it. wonderful news, i must say.


Oh ya, i just realise that
abang tan looks cute today.
macam penguin.
hehehehe.


Lots of cibai,
Deprechin.

dedication...

i wanna thank all my shitslayers for all the effort to suprise me on our valentine outing on 15th february. aku tekejot till my tists neary fell off la kan...









yg penting,thanks to our shemale...haha kau peh so called tudong attract mat indon.. n to our telinga jelly...damn ur cleavage makes me go high till i go upstairs...( wat the hacking im talking about sia) diam la eh...










to our dear deprelace and our depreniece korg super gorgeous..=) weeee!!!!! i lup u all man shitslayers!!

happy slayers day.

i hate this.
my face is full of those dot2 thingy.
like baby pimple gitu.
why the fuck sia.
i wash my face 2 times a day and so
i dont understand why all this fucking little thing keeps popping
out from my face!
im already ugly as it is,
So why God is giving me all this?


maybe its due to stress.


moving on..
im feeling a little sad.
maybe im just being too sensitive..
or maybe im thinking too much..
all i want to do is sleep..
all the way...
just sleep...
sleep..without any disturbance.
i think i want to off my phone also.
ok ah. set. im hibernating for days.
goodbye.


p/s: thank you beloved slayers for today. sayang korang. =)


lots of love,
Deprechin.

YOOOUUUUUUU!

im having a terrible migraine.i don't depend on painkillers.but i think this has gone worst.so too bad must eat.im still having it.

Deprelace.fucking shit!

Tebal mcm Babi

okok...
slayers do feel free to update yo!

contact lens save the day...woohoo!
i nvr bring along my specs today
so how to concentrate during Abang Tan's lesson
dig punye dig..itu dig dlm beg juga ada
skali jumpe itu lens container la(container ke?)
nasib dlm itu container juga ada lens...
so i put it on the spot juga but of course after i sanitised my hands
ahh..clear la sia..until i can see Abang Tan's nipple shooting
hahahaa...

yang penting!!
hot topic is about..jeng-jeng-jeng
Tebal Macam Kulit Babi..
ehh..kurang ajar nye aku..
tapi mmg ar..
deprechin n i saw tis gal...
we always saw her la, in fact everyday
same skul mah...
but today when we saw her...
fuyoohh!!!
die punye make-up punye la tebal
mengalahkn Cine Pekji...
ntah brape ton bedak die tepek kat muke die
till u can carve ur mathfarker name on her tepek face okay.
gua rase kulit babi pon kalah la sia...
ahahha...ok enough for now..bertambah la dosa aku nnt

lots of clear-vision
Depredidge